Pretty sure i'm addicted. How do I stop? Everything I buy we use (for the most part) but it is still just stuff we don't NEED. I'm spending way too much for the convenience and I've noticed the quality of items has gone down and I'm terrible with returns. I need to drastically cut back but I also work full time so need the convenience???? Anyone else????

I too have been here. I feel like every family has one kid that runs at an 11/10 at all times....mother loving exhausting!! and frustrating for sure.
So cool that you're doing OT. Trained experts are defintiely the right move. Can you get support for youself from a trained expert aka therapist? You might already be doing this as it sounds like you're very on top of things, but I also know that it's hard to create, make and pay for appts for the kids and mom at the same time....

All that to say is hang in there and it sounds like you're doing everythigng right!

@GetInTheCar if my husband doesnt tell me what he wants to do or what he wants then we jut go out to lunch. This is fair because I tell him exactly what i want to do for mother's day so it eliminates the mental effort of thinking of an idea. Maybe in 10 years we'll actually be able to plan things as surprises. It's just too much right now and that's life!